...i think not. as it turns out, regardless of previous plans, i have to stay in tonight and do mah homework. hooray for halloween goodness. or not. *shrugs* oh well...
Posted by
Dina on 10.31.05 @ 10:45 AM EEST :: [link]
Sunday, October 30th
not here...
music: water running mood: waking up
...for the weekend. just had a chance to update this thing real quick to say i'm alive. hehe. some of the stuff i put up the other day is still for sale . let me know if there's still something you'd like me to put aside for you. and yes, there will be more coming as soon as i get off my ass and take more photos =)
Posted by
Dina on 10.30.05 @ 08:00 AM EEST :: [link]
Thursday, October 27th
for sale
music: TV stuff mood: tired
here is an incomplete list of the things i'm selling. incomplete because i got tired of taking pictures somewhere about half way in. so there are more items, which i will be posting most likely on sunday or monday night. if you want any of these, please respond here (in the tagboard), and tell me what number you wish to purchase. this is going to be done on a first come - first serve kinda deal, so be quick. anything left over will be posted on ebay. heh.
thanks =)
Posted by
Dina on 10.27.05 @ 09:25 PM EEST :: [link]
it's official
music: nothing mood: anxious
when i get home tonight, i'm going to open a cheap bottle of wine (yellow tail is actually a favorite of mine), take my camera out and start taking pictures of all of my collectibles - nightmare and star wars - for the purpose of selling them. that's right, i own too much stuff and right now i would really rather not own anything that's not a book, cd, dvd or an article of clothing (and my computers, naturally).
since i know that a lot of my friends are into this stuff, i figured i'd post them here first, to see if anyone wants to buy them, before putting them up on ebay.
more later.
Posted by
Dina on 10.27.05 @ 11:40 AM EEST :: [link]
Wednesday, October 26th
new version
music: TV nonsense mood: productive
so here's the new version. it's not complete yet, still some tweeking to do. but for those who know me and my lack of patience, you know that i don't have the ability to wait until it's completely done. heh. so there will be some final touches that will improve the general look at some point in the near future. probably when i'm not this tired =D
Posted by
Dina on 10.26.05 @ 11:28 PM EEST :: [link]
saving money withought moving out of manhattan
music: office chatter mood: thoughtful
1) get unlazy and stop taking cabs everywhere 2) stop ordering in all the time 3) go food shopping 4) stop getting my nails done 5) drink less
i think it's safe to say that i've become really spoiled over the past year or so. and if i'm not going to be moving to another borough at the moment (cuz that would cost a whole lot too), i need to start minding what i spend my money on. i think.
Posted by
Dina on 10.26.05 @ 12:01 PM EEST :: [link]
Monday, October 24th
pure nonsense
music: office babble mood: cold
some photos from last night's party can be found here.
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Dina on 10.24.05 @ 02:05 PM EEST :: [link]
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Dina on 10.21.05 @ 09:15 AM EEST :: [link]
Thursday, October 20th
what-fucking-ever
music: office chatter mood: ::hate::
sometimes i can be so gullible. i believe things that i want to hear and i go along with things even though i KNOW they have to be too good to be true. sometimes i wish i listened to my head more and was less of a cancer. yes, there are a few cancer traits that i possess (even though i generally don't believe in that crap). listening to my heart is one of them. *tears heart out and stomps on it*
right now i feel helpless. hopeless. lost. desperate.
FUCK!!!
Posted by
Dina on 10.20.05 @ 11:21 AM EEST :: [link]
Tuesday, October 18th
umm...
music: TV crap mood: bored
who ever knew id just be bored with my life?
Posted by
Dina on 10.18.05 @ 08:23 PM EEST :: [link]
stuff
music: TV (the twilight zone) mood: i'm working on it
now i know i have to get my ass moving in another direction. it's been decided. school is going to start taking on a little more speed so i don't stay stuck with it forever. i hope i don't kill myself trying to do that. i'm stuck. i have to move around. i don't like being bored or frustrated (well, i'm assuming no one does) and i have no intention of sitting around whining about it without making something happen for me.
i know this seems to happen to me about once a month (or perhaps every other month), but i guess those were just symptoms of a larger issue - my discontent with everything that i am. skydiving, going to LA, looking up old friends and even a failed attempt to give my heart to someone who gave it back - didn't do the trick. i have to get past current obligations so that i'm not held back. i can't do it anymore...
Posted by
Dina on 10.18.05 @ 12:21 AM EEST :: [link]
Monday, October 17th
who'd have thought?
music: unheilig - hort mein wort mood: can we say crap?
that i would even consider having children with someone i cared about so fucking much, only to be told that i'd probably end up wanting them for the wrong reasons. oy.
Posted by
Dina on 10.17.05 @ 08:28 PM EEST :: [link]
and sometimes this happens...
music: office noises mood: discontent
depressed. it's time for a change. a serious one. like one of those i made when i got up and left tel aviv to come to new york. i don't know what i plan on doing. i do have some obligations, so it might be a little difficult. but i know i'm not happy where i am in life.
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Dina on 10.17.05 @ 12:17 PM EEST :: [link]
Friday, October 7th
in transit
music: tanzwut - meer mood: are we there yet?
i'm in london, heathrow airtport. B wanted me to text him from here but my phone obviously has no network in another country. i don't think this is a problem for people with an israeli provider, but americans can be stupid. so no texting for me. however, in efforts to try and communicate anyway, i logged on to one of these silly internet thingies. but they block everything important, so i guess i'm out of luck.
oh well, i'll be there soon enough...
...perhaps i should try and use a payphone? lol. i don't even remember what those look like =P
Posted by
Dina on 10.07.05 @ 04:08 PM EEST :: [link]
Thursday, October 6th
brain too scattered for a real update...
music: silence mood: anxious
stuff:
1) tuesday - went to hang out with adam... movies, alcohol and good company is always appreciated. we agreed that we should do that more often. 2) yesterday - went to hang out with crystal and ed at their new house. very cute apartment. a bit far for my taste, but then again, i'm spoiled =P either way - we hung out, ate and watched empire. can't go wrong there. on my way home i ran into my former roommate 'where' (yes, that's her name). it was amusing since i haven't seen or heard from her since i moved out a little over a year ago. good times. 3) today - got a bunch of stuff to do both at work and afterwords in preparation for my trip. my mind is not here right now, but i suppose i should try to focus cuz there IS a bunch of stuff on the agenda for today. 4) tomorrow - after most likely getting no sleep, i will be on a very long flight to israel. i need to be on my way already.
Posted by
Dina on 10.06.05 @ 09:21 AM EEST :: [link]
Tuesday, October 4th
long and shiny
music: silence mood: anxious
i finally got my nails done again. it's been about nine months since i had acrylics. now i have to get used to typing and buttoning my shirts with them once more. heh.
Posted by
Dina on 10.04.05 @ 09:55 AM EEST :: [link]
Monday, October 3rd
keep all sharp objects away from me. thanks.
music: none mood: getting ready to scream
sometimes i hate being human. couldn't i have been created an android? or born on another planet? at the moment human nature and basic human instincts are driving me up the walls. i'm irritable as all fuck and i can't sit still for one minute.
there is no real reason i can think of for this to be happening right now... so when asked why i thought i was being all antsy, the only thing i could come up with was 'sexual frustration.' yep, that sounds about right. every once in a while it just gets me. now is definitely one of those times.
i honestly don't know what to do about being without a certain someone. it's so incredibly hard, it's going to literally drive me insane.
*sigh*
Posted by
Dina on 10.03.05 @ 12:53 PM EEST :: [link]
Saturday, October 1st
ass kicking night
music: absurd minds - self imposed mood: hungry
i started out after work... running around, trying to get some errands done. i ended that trip at my apartment where i ran in, changed and ran back out for a little 'management photoshoot' thingie for the company i work for. when we were done futzing around there, we headed across the street for some fancy drinks and food. i always love hanging out with the people i work with - they rock! after a couple of hours of (some of) us getting getting progressively drunk and talking about everything from business to sex, i hopped in a cab and headed down to korova. i figured, i might as well see how drunk i could get, since i was already on a roll. heh. i think i managed to say hi to some people and order my first drink, when lucien mentioned that he was heading over to Q's. that was when i left my drink on the bar and walked out with him to go find where dave was parked. i walked in there and immediately went to look for my friends, who were found downstairs. i love showing up there unannounced, it's always nice to be so warmly received =) the rest of the night consisted of drunken dancing and more food.
i think i crashed at 5:30am. it's been a while since i even bothered staying out that late. heh.
Posted by
Dina on 10.01.05 @ 03:44 PM EEST :: [link]
